200612

If anyone asks, tell him that the answer is yes. Yes, it is exhausting to feel things I don't understand. Yes, I feel helpless when people launch assaults on my faith when faith is, practically, all I have - not that they mean to be difficult, they're as curious and furious as we're meant to be whilst I've taken the easier way out and simply choose not to be. At conflict with myself, yes. Willing spirit, weak flesh, yes. All that jazz.

Still faithful. Yes

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