"Don't make a big deal out of it. I'm over it. It's nothing." And I truly believed it. I thought I'd finally gotten it right - the whole surrendering it to God, that healing part. But then, getting that closure I sought but later abandoned, I can't believe how bad this feels. I confess I had let the runaway trains of thought run amok and now, faced with the tired, bland truth, I feel like such a fool.
What. What the hell.
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