My favourite kind of weather today. Wet and grey and cold. Not good for sports or activity, but damn good for the soul. No time to enjoy it today, no time this week or the next in fact. Class after class, homework in between and when night falls, urgent work. What did I get myself into again. I cannot do this.
Don't say yes, don't vote, don't approve, don't support. Wait for someone else with more will and more heart. I can deal with the humiliation and the loss. I don't think I can deal with one more year.
Doing all I can to remain calm. Doing everything I can to keep a straight face lest they accuse me of feeling anything again. I need them to understand and not judge me for feeling this way or make this about themselves.
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